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By the by,

did you know that as of today, Chaz and I have been dating for an entire year and a half?

It's almost inconcievable.

In a good way.

This is an interesting one:

-Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle.
-Say the following questions aloud, and press play.
-Use the song title as the answer to the question. NO CHEATING, you must use the song that comes on.

1. How does the world see me?:
'Vindicated' - Dashboard Confessional

2. Will I have a happy life?:
'Missing the War' - Ben Folds Five (is that good or bad?)

3. What do my friends really think of me?:
'Sinkin' Soon' - Norah Jones

4. Do people secretly lust after me?:
'Ooh' - Scissor Sisters (lol)

5. How can I make myself happy?:
'Decisive Battle' - Nobuo Uematsu (makes sense)

6. What should I do with my life?:
'Stardust' - Mel Torme

7. Will I ever have children?:
'Future Love Paradise' - Seal (damn! Haha.)

8. What is some good advice for me?:
'Sitting, Waiting, Wishing' - Jack Johnson

9. How will I be remembered?:
'Light Up My Room' - Barenaked Ladies (how sweet..)

10. What is my signature dancing song?:
'Swift Horse' - Kow Otani (err...)

11. What do I think my current theme song is?:
'Do you Realize??' - The Flaming Lips (well do you??)

12. What does everyone else think my current theme song is?:
'Universe' - Savage Garden (ha!)

13. What song will play at my funeral?:
'I Believe in a Thing Called Love' - The Darkness (?!)

14. What type of men/women do you like?:
'Ashitaka and San' - Joe Hisaishi (It's true, I do like them)

15. What is my day going to be like?:
'Sunglasses at Night' - Corey Hart

16. Will I ever love again?:
'Welcome to Wonderland' - Squaresoft (good or bad?)

17. What type of sex life do you have?:
'My One and Only Love' - Chris Botti ft. Paula Cole (that sounds much better...)

18. What song would be the title of your own porno movie?:
'Crying in the Chapel' - The Orioels (how dirty...)

You Saved Me

I plan on doing one survey for every post since I'm addicted and I've amassed quite a collection!

Tomorrow I have four final exams! I'm in my senior year at CMU and I only have 2 semesters after this before I head off to grad school. And by head off I mean move somewhere else in town and keep going to CMU. Hahaha I don't really mind though I really like the school and I'm getting to know some professors really well. I would be happy to work for them as TAs, which is what I'm hoping to do.
I want to work as a college professor at a 2 year college. That would be great... I imagine I'll be living downstate with Chaz but you never know where we could end up.
I like to talk a lot about spending the rest of my life with him and I'm working to make that happen but I am also recognizing that things could happen. Because I didn't really do that before and it sort of bit me in the butt.
I don't blame Bobby for dumping me and I think that I will be happier with Chaz anyway, but it really did shake me up a lot because I believed so much that we would be married. I think that, because he moved on a lot earlier than I did, he didn't really see why it bothered me so much. But that's ok, I understand, I am over it now and I am feeling fine about the whole thing. We had a lot of fun together and I got a few trips to California to boot so I really can't complain too much.

I am really sick of dating people far away though. Really. Chaz was talking about Corey and his friend (? New girlfriend? I never know what's going on with Corey because he's been dating a girl for a very long time. Years. But they fight a lot and break up often so I never know what's going on. But I really think it's his new girlfriend. Anyway..) and how they like to hang out and go to movies and such not. I want to do that more than every other weekend! How frustrating, really.
It is. Don't do as I do.

I went over to Shelly's house from Soldan's to finish frosting our cookies with Kate. I like spending time with those guys, but I always feel univited. It's not their fault, I'm just paranoid. I'm going to go over there a lot more to work on Jeff's Christmas present. I think that he would very much like her house...



Where did you take your default pic for myspace?
I don't really have a myspace anymore...

What exactly are you wearing right now?
My Hey Dude t-shirt and my ancient USA pjimmies

What is your current problem?
I'm a little emotionally unstable. I freak out for little to no reason?

What makes you most happy?
Finding small moments of total contentment

If you could go back in time and change something would you?
No I don't think I would

Name something obvious about you:
I'm insecure

Name something that people might not know about you:
For all my insecurities, I know exactly what I want in life

Name a song your listening to:
'Somersault' by Zero 7

Any celeb you would marry?

Name someone with the same birthday as you?
Jason Sugar..? Hahhaa

Do you have a crush on someone?
Of course

Ever sang in front of a large audience?
Many times

What do you usually order from Starbucks?
I don't really like the tea, but I'll get peppermint if they have it. Otherwise hot chocolate. Or nothing because it's totally overrated. Haha.

Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity? Who?
Not really. I look like me?

Do you still watch kiddy movies or kiddie TV shows?
They're some of my favorites!

Do you speak any other languages?
Erm. Pig Latin?

What magazines do you read?
I used to read EGM but not much else.

Have you ever ridden in a Hummer limo?
Um. No.

Has anyone you've been really close with passed away?

Do you ever watch MTV?

What's something that really annoys you?
Some people like to make trouble to make trouble. Let it alone friend.

Chapter 1:

Middle name:

Juice, Saria, Owl

Current location:
On my bed

Eye color:

Chapter 2:

Do you live with your parents:

Do you have any siblings:
Erica and Sam

Chapter 3: Favorites

Ice cream flavor:
Something with peanut butter cups

Tea Tree. Though I can't afford it.

Sing in the shower:

Write on your hand:

Call people back:
Try to

Believe in love:

Sleep on a certain side of the bed:
My bed is tiny...

Wear glasses or contacts:

Have any bad habits:
Nail Biting

Chapter 4:
Have You Ever...

Worn braces:

Broken a bone:

Had stitches:
Twice in my mouth

Taken painkillers:
For pleasure or pain?

Gone SCUBA diving:
One time for a very short amount of time

Been stung by a bee:

Slept with your contacts in overnight:

Thrown up in a restaurant:

Been to overnight camp:
Leadership Camp

Sworn in front of your parents:
Not that I can remember.

Had detention:

Been called a bitch:

Been called a ho?
Not seriously. I think.

Chaper 5:
Who/What was the last...

Person to IM you?

Person you kissed:

Person to call you:

Person you hugged:
Shelly when I left her house

Person you tackled:
Probably Chaz?

Thing you touched:
My hair. I mess with it when it's wet to make it dry faster

Thing you ate:
I made some mashed potatoes out of a box and my grandpa's beef for dinner. Oh and cottage cheese.

Thing you drank:

Thing you said:
"Bye Sweetie" to Chaz on the phoneasaurus rex.


This Is My Life, Rated
Take the Rate My Life Quiz

Remember this? Remember me??

It's been a really long time, and if I can remember, I'd like to start writing in my LJ again. I don't think anyone will read it, it's more for personal archives, since I'm sor forgetful.
It's my senior year at CMU, I still love Chaz and I work at Soldan's pet store. Chaz and I are supposed to get married. I know I've said it before but I'm hoping it actually happens this time. I love him.

I just realized as I was skimming the old posts there were a lot of people on here! Jeff, Bobby, J-mu, Alicia, Heidi, Erica, Sam, Eden, Renee.... man....
I think it will just be me now, but that's alright, like I said, it's for me anyway.

It's late now and I think I'm going to bed, but tomorrow's another day and hopefully, another post.

Paris Hilton Strikes Again!

Can I just say really quickly that I watched the trailer for the new Paris Hilton movie, which is called "Repo! The Genetic Opera!" and I would be lying if I said I don't feel like dying now.


I would rather listen to that guy sniffing constantly in my History of the Near East to Alexander class for 3 hours than watch this movie.

But that's just me.


Mild interjection!
Know what else is sad? She's making a movie/documentary thing about her trip to Rwanda.
Just go and help people, what's wrong with you?

If anyone still reads this, I just wanted you to know that I'm doing alright. Chaz and I are wonderful. I'm going there this weekend. We play Secret of Mana online at night and tell each other how much our geekiness is so hot. Love is sick. =]

However, I'm still sick at heart. I'm not sure what's wrong with me. Being a sociologist is hard on me I think because I have a weak constitution. Learning the plight of the underprivileged and knowing there is almost nothing I can do is taxing.

What if our love is the cost?

Remember that one time when Paris Hilton did all those things that she said she would in jail and made life a better place?

And Lindsey Lohan stayed clean and sober after a rigerous stay in rehab?

I'm so glad they haven't disappointed me.

In other news, I'm pretty good, thanks for asking =]
But I'm freaking out about the move.

Spend a moment with Ann Coulter

Today I'm spreading a little bit of political cheer with some Ann Coulter quotes to brighten your day.
If you don't know who Ann Coulter is, she's an intensely right-wing...person. She doesn't do much except talk a lot and write books. Just imagine the nicest person you know... now flip them horribly and graphically inside-out.

DISCLAIMER: In all fairness, everyone is entitled to their own opinion. That doesn't mean that I (and sane people) have to agree.

'If I'm going to say anything about John Edwards in the future, I'll just wish he had been killed in a terrorist assassination plot.'

'These broads are millionaires, lionized on TV and in articles about them, reveling in their status as celebrities and stalked by griefparrazies. I have never seen people enjoying their husband's deaths so much.' -on 9/11 widows who have been critical of the Bush administration

'We need somebody to put rat poisoning in Justice Stevens' creme brulee. That's just a joke, for you in the media.'

'We should invade their countries, kill their leaders, and convert them to Christianity.' -- on the Middle East

'I have to say I'm all for public flogging. One type of criminal that a public humiliation might work particularly well with are the juvenile delinquents, a lot of whom consider it a badge of honor to be sent to juvenile detention. And it might not be such a cool thing in the 'hood to be flogged publicly.'

'Even Islamic terrorists don't hate America like liberals do. Even Islamic terrorists don't hate America like liberals do. They don't have the energy. If they had that much energy, they'd have indoor plumbing by now.'

'I think there should be a literacy test and a poll tax for people to vote.'

'I think we had enough laws about the turn-of-the-century. We don't need any more." Asked how far back would she go to repeal laws, she replied, "Well, before the New Deal ... [The Emancipation Proclamation] would be a good start.'

Ann Coulter: I take the biblical idea. God gave us the earth.
Democratic Strategist Peter Fenn: Oh, OK.
Coulter: We have dominion over the plants, the animals, the trees.
Fenn: This is a great idea.
Coulter: God says, "Earth is yours. Take it. Rape it. It's yours."
Fenn: Terrific. We're Americans, so we should consume as much of the earth's resources...
Coulter: Yes! Yes.
Fenn: ... as fast as we possibly can.
Coulter: As opposed to living like the Indians.

'Anorexics never have boyfriends. ... That's one way to know you don't have anorexia: if you have a boyfriend.'

'My only regret with Timothy McVeigh is he did not go to the New York Times Building.'

'I think [women] should be armed but should not [be allowed to] vote. No, they all have to give up their vote, not just, you know, the lady clapping and me. The problem with women voting -- and your Communists will back me up on this -- is that, you know, women have no capacity to understand how money is earned. They have a lot of ideas on how to spend it. And when they take these polls, it's always more money on education, more money on child care, more money on day care.'

'You don't want the Republicans in power, does that mean you want a dictatorship, gay boy?' --In response to a student's question: "You don't want the Democrats in power, so does that mean you want a dictatorship?"

'A couple [of] alleged males attempted to sucker punch a 100-pound woman and missed. And they ended up with their faces smashed in and spending the night in the Pima County Jail, where I'm sure — being good liberals — their views on gay marriage will serve them well.'

'When we were fighting communism, OK, they had mass murderers and gulags, but they were white men and they were sane. Now we're up against absolutely insane savages.'

'I would like evolution to join the roster of other discredited religions, like the Cargo Cult of the South Pacific. Practitioners of Cargo Cult believed that manufactured products were created by ancestral spirits, and if they imitated what they had seen the white man do, they could cause airplanes to appear out of the sky, bringing valuable cargo like radios and TVs. So they constructed “airport towers” out of bamboo and “headphones” out of coconuts and waited for the airplanes to come with the cargo. It may sound silly, but in defense of the Cargo Cult, they did not wait as long for evidence supporting their theory as the Darwinists have waited for evidence supporting theirs.'

'I was going to have a few comments on the other Democratic presidential candidate John Edwards, but it turns out you have to go into rehab if you use the word "faggot", so I — so kind of an impasse, can't really talk about Edwards.'

'Being nice to people is, in fact, one of the incidental tenets of Christianity (as opposed to other religions whose tenets are more along the lines of 'kill everyone who doesn't smell bad and doesn't answer to the name Mohammed').'

'[Canadians] better hope the United States does not roll over one night and crush them. They are lucky we allow them to exist on the same continent.'

'Six imams removed from a US Airways flight from Minneapolis to Phoenix are calling on Muslims to boycott the airline. If only we could get Muslims to boycott all airlines, we could dispense with airport security altogether.'

Is it just me....

Or is the news very very depressing today?


I know it's not exactly a ray of sunshine through the gloom of the day but it seems that today's broadcast is... ridiculously grim.

For example, take this little nugget of joy: D&D kills people!Collapse )

Pout pout, whine whine

Yesterday was an honest to God crap-ass day so I hope today is better.

Did you get your free 7-11 slurpie yet??

Yes, my day was crappy, but I could live hereCollapse )

Bitches Love Me


Har har har har....

Seriously you guys...

I killed a man... with this thumb.

A month.

And the ridiculous count down starts anew.

So, how is everyone doing?
Only 3 weeks left. I think July is shaping up to be somewhat interesting.

A short story by Roald DahlCollapse )